Stuck.

So this morning as I was doing the dishes I was also watching Evalette run around and get frustrated at this or that. At one point she climbed under the table and got stuck in between the bars of the chairs. She would fuss but eventually get out. Funny thing is she kept going back under the table and trying a new way inside and would get stuck. Fuss. Cry for mommy. And then would eventually figure it out. I was watching her. If she ever got too stuck I would go over and help her if needed. This whole process just made me think. Evalette's whole process made me compare it to my current situation of trying to find a new place to live. Renting or buying IN Sonoma County. Renting or buying OUTside of Sonoma County which I was determined to do since there are better/cheaper options farther... This last week I just gave up trying so hard and just stopped, feeling hopeless for many reasons. I've prayed about it but it's never an obvious answer for me. God likes me to figure things out on my own so I learn. Drives me crazy and I don't like it because it is hard and stressful!! Lol. But I have learned a lot through this whole annoying process. Priorities and what is safe or the right thing for us to do. We still have not found a place to live, but at least I know we will figure it out sooner or later and that our HF is watching us learn and if we choose a bad way he will help us out if we go too far.